Sunday, June 28, 2009

It's getting to me



IT's getting to me...Ted being gone. It's finally hit me. I have no more patience. I wake up cranky and I go to bed cranky. I can't even blame it on PMS because I just ended my period. I just can't do this for too much longer. Maybe it's the weather, we have had more cloudy days than sunshine. More rain than sunshine. More bugs than no bugs. I'm done. 
I don't like myself when I am short tempered with the kids. I can't help it... I just don't have any more patience with their antics.
I even got a new realtor and I am out of gas as she asks me to paint this and paint that. I don't want to do anything. I can replace the doorbell button and I can clean the muddy dog prints off of the front door but that's about it. i really don't have enough energy to do much else. If someone can't see past a few butterflies and polka dots on a couple of bedroom walls than oh well. 

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Don't worry honey. Help is on the way. xoxo Mom

dekr8 said...

What adorable rooms! I think anyone would love to see how darling they can make a room rather than have to repaint and fix up. Leave it! I still remember how my friend Michelle redid every room before she left and then Millers moved in and changed it all! Countertops and floors hadn't been in more than a few months....when I'm down I read the NieNie Dialogues. She reminds me of you, creative and happy...and her name is Stephanie too! Now there's a girl who's a Pollyanna when life has really handed her lemons. You will love her. nieniedialogues.blogspot.com

kamandab1 said...

everyone said we wouldn't sell our house because of all the crazy colors and you and stacy said "it was great...leave it!" and the right person came along. those rooms are beautiful. i hope you get to leave them.
sorry you are going through a rough patch girl. i know you have a big support system with your family. i have always loved you honestly stephanie and you are a wonderful mom.

Loopy for the Loupee's said...

The rooms are great! If they can;t see past the color then they don't deserve your house it's beautiful!!!!

Anonymous said...

mrs. kaminski...its kelly romberger. okay well i just want to say that you should not listen to your realtor about painting over the polka dots and butterflies causee we LOVE their rooms just the way they are!

Kaminski Family said...

Kelly! its Ari..i agree with your little statement because i love my polka dot room just the way it is :)